No one Cares~

Last night was a horrific night, I scratched myself till wounded. How can this kinda things happen?

I am confused. It all seem to come back to me again. I hate people sounding stern towards me becos I am afraid of them. It almost feels like they will pick up the nearest object and hit me after their harsh tone. Somewhat like warning me to be cautious of what I should do next.

Worse of all, I hate my Aunt Sally! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! And no I do not even empathize with your broken marriage cos' I think you deserve this shit for the wrack you have done to my life.

You are the reason why I always landed up in hospital!
You are the reason why I had to stop college!
You are the reason why I have such low self esteem that I always think of myself as being not good enough!

And I thought my mum and dad was to protect me from the abuse. Why did no one care about me?

I just want someone to protect me...








I want to fly~

No one Cares~

Last night was a horrific night, I scratched myself till wounded. How can this kinda things happen?

I am confused. It all seem to come back to me again. I hate people sounding stern towards me becos I am afraid of them. It almost feels like they will pick up the nearest object and hit me after their harsh tone. Somewhat like warning me to be cautious of what I should do next.

Worse of all, I hate my Aunt Sally! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! And no I do not even empathize with your broken marriage cos' I think you deserve this shit for the wrack you have done to my life.

You are the reason why I always landed up in hospital!
You are the reason why I had to stop college!
You are the reason why I have such low self esteem that I always think of myself as being not good enough!

And I thought my mum and dad was to protect me from the abuse. Why did no one care about me?

I just want someone to protect me...








I want to fly~